June 2012
25 posts
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1 week on T
No major changes yet, but I’m still excited. 
Jun 1st
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May 2012
72 posts
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May 30th
38 notes
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May 28th
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Progress was made on packing up to move.
karinthewoods: Now I just need a solid destination and a deadline. Oh. And a knife set. Anybody in Louisville have a somewhat decent knife set I could have / buy for like $5? Def need a tomato knife, carving knife, and bread knife. Maybe a few miscellaneous others. Although… If nobody does maybe I can just use swords in the kitchen. AANG. CAN WE USE SWORDS AS A COOKING IMPLEMENT OR IS THAT...
May 28th
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May 27th
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queenlaaqueefa asked: i luv u
May 26th
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May 26th
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May 25th
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May 25th
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May 25th
183 notes
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May 24th
3 notes
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May 24th
13 notes
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May 24th
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May 23rd
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May 23rd
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May 23rd
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tumblr hate.
Welp, my posts aren’t loading, so I shall try again later.  In the meantime, sit and anticipate my post about my exciting day :P
May 22nd
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cleaning.
Vacuumed and cleaned the apartment (most of which weren’t my messes- like the litter box). Tempted to do dishes but that lazy ho in the living room needs to.  I feel satisfied though. 
May 22nd
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just a dream.
Earlier, Sunny told me I had been smiling in my sleep but I couldn’t remember what I was dreaming about. Now I remember. My dad used the correct pronouns when referring to me. If only.
May 21st
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May 21st
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I love my brother more than nutella.
Me: Mom, I'm finally happy. And you're telling me that you don't care that I'm finally getting comfortable with my body and that I'm a much happier person.
Mom: God made you the way you are. Female. God does not make mistakes.
Little brother: You're right, Mom, God doesn't make mistakes. He made my brother the way he is. And that's just fine.
I love little siblings!
May 21st
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dappertranarchy: saschaeatsteeth: visionconquest: saschaeatsteeth: I wonder at which point hormones will have magically legitimized my gender enough so that I’ve earned from my mother a “um…*haha* so this is, uh, my, well, my son? I guess? Hehe” won’t that be a glorious victory for us all If your mother is anything like mine, never. our moms should hang out & congratulate...
May 20th
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an awkward work moment.
Supervisor: You haven't seen as happy since you got your teeth pulled.
Me: It hurts to smile!
Supervisor: Then don't swallow!
Me: I said smile...
Supervisor: I'm just going to walk away now before...
Me: Good idea
May 20th
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refreshed.
Well my second job went much more smoothly than the first. Which is opposite of usual. I feel much better but I am still in need of a few days get away from this routine. I need fresh air, sun, and just nature.
May 19th
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off to work...again
I really don’t want to go…because people.
May 19th
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May 19th
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May 19th
604 notes
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anxieties.
su-ic-id-al: does anyone else have this huge anxiety of talking on the phone?  no? just me? okay.  Forever and always. Calling anyone who isn’t family or a close friend is just painful.
May 18th
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May 18th
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Walking around the apartment without my binder is...
Oh top surgery, how I anticipate you.
May 17th
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May 17th
488 notes
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wastefulness.
I always waste my days off by doing nothing. It’s nice but grrr Time to clean before work~ woo
May 17th
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awkwardness.
mahsmaladehubbington: I’m doing the infections part of my assignments and i found this ok I’ve seen my older sister do this and it’s really weird 0.o
May 17th
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getting things done.
- Appointment with therapist: Check - Revised T recommendation letter with therapist: Check - Called and scheduled appointment with endo: Check - Trying to not get too excited that my appointment is in 6 days (due to previous let downs): Working on that…
May 16th
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May 16th
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May 16th
3 notes
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May 15th
23,208 notes
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May 14th
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May 14th
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May 13th
28,492 notes
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research.
Found an awesome website to look at chest surgery results and it has me all excited. From what I’ve seen I could probably afford it now, though I would like to save up more money just so I’m stable during the Fall semester and have enough if I need to travel for surgery. Now it’s just a matter of being on T for a bit (I’m thinking at least 6 months), finding the right...
May 13th
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May 13th
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To My Mom:
Happy Mother’s Day! I know we have had our difficulties and we still do, but I feel like we are closer than we have ever been. For once I feel like you genuinely care about me even though you don’t understand me at all. Thanks for taking care of me this weekend after my oral surgery. I can’t help but hope you’ll help take care of me when I have my next surgery, my chest...
May 13th
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May 13th
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Well that's awkward.
LIEBOWITZ SOCIAL ANXIETY SCALE (LSAS-SR)* Your Score: 116  What the score means: Social anxiety disorder has been divided into subtypes: a generalized subtype, in which the individual experiences significant anxiety in most social situations a subtype that applies to various specific phobias such as public speaking, eating in public, or urinating in a public facility or when others are...
May 12th
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May 12th
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May 12th
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fire in my mouth.
So I thought my medicine would keep me in a minimal pain/sleeping state. Instead I wake up four hours after having gone to bed with raging pain. Ow.
May 12th
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youllsayyouknewmewhen: Cupcake inspiration at 4 am. Gunna need some taste testers. :)
May 12th
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May 12th
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